well I don't have much to say today. Just a few more frustrations on the whole goin to the mall thing. I just can't seem to rationalize why it is bothering me so much. It is not like we were best friends or anything. Our kids are friends, or were (not sure where that stands anymore either...), so that is it. IT is just that I enjoy her company. She is a very, very structured person- not given to spur of the moment decisions.. I guess she is the EXACT opposite of me. Maybe that is why I like her so much- and maybe that is why she does not enjoy me that much? IDK. OH well. IT is not like I have not gone for years with out close friends. Don't know. Just trying to figure it all out.